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Name: Jacque
Gender: Female
Interests: the arts, all kinds. i even took ballet for two years, but i "dance like a white girl" when it comes to anything with a clear beat, lol.
i enjoy reading, began at first with simple books from Babysitter's Club, Sweet Valley, Nancy Drew, and Animorphs. thank goodness i grew out of THAT. i like mostly fantasy books, i recommend A Ring of Five Dragons, The Black Swan, and A Wrinkle in Time. i know the last would be considered sci-fi, but its not really since the author made all those terms up. and i also enjoyED writing fantasy, real-life drama, and other literary works. but ive had a sort of writer's block since this computer crashed several months ago, taking with it very well made masterpeices. among them, some works called "the sailor", "the robot", and "i dont know". as you can tell, i do better writing the piece and then naming it.
Expertise: definately art and writing.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  jbblue48089
Member Since:
6/19/2004
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| I'm not bragging. And now I'm off that soapbox. What's the tally? Somehow the guys I couldn't care whether I ever see them again are smitten, charmed and refuse to let me go. The ones I actually wanted lost interest. I'm depressed. The man I'm sure is my perfect match may not know I'm still alive. The man that's the scary mirror likeness of me adores me, might commit suicide if I end up with someone else. The man I could be silly with but never tolerate in the long run is commited to keeping in touch. The man I wouldn't mind being with forever (besides being hung like a horse) adores/adored me, missed me, wanted me but thankfully let me go when I wanted to leave. Now I have another fan. And a possible other that hasn't left yet. I've debunked the illusions of Mr. Right, Mr. Right Now, Mr. Perfect-for-me, Mr. Perfect, Mr. Soulmate. Everything. Never of them have worked or will ever work. So I've lost my interest in that quest for real love, because the one I will always love isn't a part of my life. I'm just to going to worry about myself, be selfish. I don't deserve that, but I desire it. I may just marry whoever will make my life the most enjoyable. That may mean marry wealthy or marry an adrenaline-junkie. Or whoever makes me laugh or feel the best about myself. I'll come around to love them I'm sure........ | | |
| Too long. I've since joined the United States Air Force and consequently relinquished some of my freedoms to preserve others'. I might be separating soon, and all's good. Here's a good picture of where I am now | | |
| Girlfriend Application, from long ago......... Scary how ign--sheltered I was! BASICS:
Name:
Age: 17 years old
Location: Houston, Texas
Height: 5'9"
Hair: Brown with lighter brown natural highlights
Eyes: Dark brown
Piercings/tattoos: one set in the earlobes, might get a tattoo later
OTHER:
1. Where would we go on dates? Laserzone, CiCis, Aerodrome, Oyster Creek Park, AMC, Kitty Hollow Park. anyplace.
2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? Josh Groban, Air, Queen
3. Do you drink/smoke?? no/no
4. Do you like the beach? yes, sun setting would be beautiful
5. If so...would you go with me late at night? yes
6. Do you like movies? i'm a movie buff
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? yeah, love to.
8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? some
9. If not what would we be doing? making out.
10. Do you play an instrument? nope, i can sing though.
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? yes, i'd be concerned.
13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? i honestly don't know, i don't really go up and hug strangers. never occured to me to rate my hugs.
14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? knees, chest
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? i'm open-minded.
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? quiet, shy, honest, nice, helpful, good friend
17. Would you give me kisses just because? of course
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
I cried: hug you, comfort you, wait for if you want to share why.
I said I liked you: blush
I kissed you: blush deep, deep red and/or kiss back
I touched your ass: yelp, ask why
I was hospitalized: visit you, ask if the food's good, how well you're taken care of, if tv options are any good, what's been feeling better, what's been feeling worse, bring out gift with great flourish, carry a conversation that's honest, funny, thoughtful, and keeps your mind from the negative circumstances. keep visiting often, encourage you.
I ran away from home: not ask any questions until the time felt right, make sure you get a good night's sleep
I got in a fight and you were there: honestly, Join In
I got dumped: try to convince you it was for the better, take you out somewhere like Laserzone or to the park to play ball - tag football, soccer, basketball (though i suck at sports)
I pissed you off: snap or hold it in, if possible ask to talk later when i'm calm, write in journal to help cool off, talk or call later and argue my point or say how i feel calmly (i know from my parents that yelling doesn't lead anywhere good. usually neither side feels satisfied and if there's any misunderstanding, it would never come to light)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY...
Personality: attractive. ideal for a close friend or boyfriend
Eyes: need another look ;)
Face: very nice. with very nice lips.
Hair: what hair? jk, i want to run my hair over it/through it.
Clothes: fits well, looks good ;)
Voice: the best. so friendly, easily taken by it. i love your laugh.
Humor: great sense of humor, enjoyed it in english
Choice of music: i personally don't like rap, then emo i'm sometimes scared by. i've had really hard times in my life that emo music brings back. i don't like dwelling on my regrets and past and i <b>really</b> don't like reliving some moments or remembering the time where i felt helpless, weak, stupid, or incredibly inferior. country's good though. i never delved into it before, but i've been a long-time fan of toby keith, and love faith hill's and wynona ryder's voice.
Manners: you're well mannered most of the time. you take things too far sometimes though.
Friends: most of the guys are good, but i've found the girl insincere and overrated. they're not nice when they're not around the guys.
Decisions: like any of us, you try to make good choices. however, you shouldn't underestimate yourself. you're <b>not</b> stupid, or slow. you try in class, i've seen you. you get frustrated like any of us. you're excellant at socializing, so you must know as well that there are some tried and true tricks. then sometimes they don't work. same thing in school. i'll show you as they come to mind.
WOULD YOU...
Be my friend: yes, definately.
Tell me the truth no matter what: i can only promise as often as possible
Buy me a birthday gift: yes
Lie to make me feel better: sometimes, more likely rarely
Spread rumors about me: NO!
Go out at 4am to get me chocolate: yup, though a rather odd request
Keep a secret if I told you one: yes, no matter what
Loan me some cash: yes, but pay back soon. im usually really cautious with money
Hold my hand: yes
Keep in touch: yes
Make me a snack: yes
Try and solve my problems: yes
Love me: yes
Makeout with me: ^ ^ yes
Hold me in times of need: yes
Ditch me: No
Use me: No
Ask me out: if i can ever get the courage to
Date me: yes
Sleep with me without doing anything: nope, sorry
W0ULD Y0U...CHECK ALL THAT APPLY!
[ ] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] take a shower with me? no
[] be my bf?
[] hug me?
[] buy me food?
[] take me home to meet your parents?
[] would you let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one? lol? nope
[] sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] give me a piggyback ride?=) i don't think im strong enough
[] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
D0 Y0U...
[] think I'm cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?
AM I...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] intersting to talk to?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"? seems too much to hope for
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting to kiss me?
[] wished I were there?
[] cheated on a girlfriend? no
[] cheated on more than one girlfriend? no
[] been in love? maybe
ARE YOU...
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me? no
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor? i don't know | | |
| There was an accident where a truck driver crashed into a car, which crashed into a school bus. There were seven kids in the car, all adopted, and they all died. Three kids on the school bus were injured. Their adoptive father died due to grief, later that day from a heart attack. And apparently the truck driver didn't even try to slow down. All the kids were crushed. | | |
| - Vertigo Wow, already January. I have homework to do, so I'll make this quick. I think I really know where I'm going for college now. Yay! I'm doing well in my classes, all's right with the world. I'm actually at peace. wow.
I got contacts finally, been wearing them. Much better than glasses - I still catch myself brushing my finger up my nose, since my glasses always slipped as soon as they were pushed up. Made them just about useless. And now I'm gonna see how this affects my dancing.
Gotta go. Byez! | | |
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